Waiting

Right now I am in my media studies class to distracted to do work. To tell you the truth I'm quite afraid of going to last period. I told my friend about what has been happening but I made it seem like it wasn't a big deal, something I could easily blow off and laugh about. Sadly that is not the case, I just don't want to seem weak. I hate being weak in someones eyes. I hate people worrying about my problems for I can deal with them on my own, I always deal with things on my own. That is probably how I will always be I guess. Well I have about a half an hour before the dreaded fourth class, so at the moment I'm basically waiting until then. Waiting until I get cut down again. I'm basically to afraid to actually do work right now, how pathetic.

-I'll update you after fourth or something, wish me luck.